Tuesday, November 18, 2008

close to home

have you ever experienced one of those moments were you feel fully understood? when someone just captured the essence of what you think or feel about something? if you have, you will know that these moments make us feel alive, really there, just simply satisfied, sometimes accompanied by a somewhat funny looking smile on your face, impossible to swipe away. now, let’s push this idea a little further: do you know how it feels when someone says something about life, or love, or you, that you would have never been able to express but that you couldn’t agree more with, almost as if it were your idea in the first place? this feeling is even more special to me than the first one, because at that moment, someone is not only “getting” you, but creating a new dimension of something that you are, think or feel. now, last question: do you believe that this is possible without that person even knowing you?
my answer is yes. and this is the mystery of music. a language that helps define who i am in a way that words couldn’t. when it is used as truthful expression, when it sounds so true to you that you might even catch yourself thinking that you would have put it exactly the same way; this is truth without words, it goes very deep into your heart, and it tells you a lot about who you are – you just can’t put it into words. i am not saying that you can or even should judge people by the music they love; for two reasons: first of all, it’s far too personal for those who actually take music seriously and don’t see it as mere entertainment. and, secondly, what would you be able to say? the language is musical and, in my opinion, any attempt to translate it diminishes it.
around 12 years ago, i was introduced to a guitarist by the name of pat metheny by my older brother andre, who had borrowed a video tape (good ol’ days) from a good friend called saulo. pat will be mentioned later on in this blog for sure, but it was through him that i “met” the one i consider to be my very personal musical soul mate. after the metheny discovery (album “secret story”), i started buying his work, as i usually do when i “find” a musician who speaks to me. one of those first albums goes by the name of “watercolors”, a 1977 pat metheny album, with three musicians collaborating: eberhard weber (bass), from nearby stuttgart (germany, nearby because the album was recorded in ludwigsburg, where my family lives), dan gottlieb (drums) and piano player lyle mays. now, you have to know that piano has always been my favorite instrument. i play the saxophone, which is an instrument i consider quite boring if not used in a meaningful context. but i really admire anyone who has a special gift for piano, which is the richest musical instrument i can think of. and this lyle mays was special. not only because of his incredible technique, but mostly because of his musical sensibility. and once again, not because it was superior, but because it just rang true to me – as if it were my ideas, my opinions, my feelings played by someone else, someone who didn’t even know who i was – but someone definitely special to me. lyle mays solos, and in that album more specifically his interpretation in the last track, “sea song”, reached me at a very personal level. soon, i sought to by his first solo album “lyle mays”, from 1984. i found it in a small music store in rio de janeiro at the end of 1997. for some reason, i’ve always loved the “sus” harmony, it just sounds… i mean, good is not even the word, it’s just kind of me. and that album begins with four “sus” chords. do you remember that smile i was talking about earlier? it was there when i first heard the beginning of that album, and it is there every time i even think of it, even right know writing this.
only many years later would i learn some details of his life. he is, no doubt, a musical genius, never studying the piano and having developed an own, personal technique and touch. he is also somewhat of a math genius, has a family he seems very devoted to, and collaborates with his co-genial musical buddy pat metheny in a way that it makes music critics compare them to the greatest collaborators in music history. lyle mays, his music with the pat metheny group or in other projects, and specially that 1984 solo album have been with me for these last almost 12 years, in very important moments of my life, even in the darkest hours. when i listen to him, it strangely feels like i am understood; it feels like home to me. or at least “close to home”, the last track of that solo album.

2 comments:

L said...

OK, Marcio, eu nem sabia q vc tinha esse blog, senão já tinha lido e comentado trocentas vezes. Estou lendo o arquivo (e este post é de 18/11/08!) e para minha sorte, vc não tem tantos posts quanto eu nos meus 7 anos de blogging ;) (total understatement!). Anyway...

Eu conheço o Pat Metheny somente há 15-16 anos, pois meu primo Joce foi quem deu pra mim e pro Dé um CD dele de presente (Still life talking, eu acho). Mas... eu não sabia quem era Lyle Mays até o ano passado, quando fui botar no meu blog a minha música favorita da Zizi Possi -- "Quem é você" (Letra de Luiz Avellar) que... coincidentemente é a "Close to Home" q vc menciona neste artigo. Escrevi um post a respeito e inseri um vídeo do Youtube Pat Metheny Group tocando essa música em Montreal q estou ouvindo enquanto termino de escrever seu post. Ai ai... Coincidência, né?

ah... e estou radiantíssima q ano q vem vou estar na terrinha pro dia mais importante da sua vida. :)

P.S. se vc nunca escutou a versão da Zizi, eu recomendo. Pena q o vídeo do Youtube é tão brega.

L said...

tiraram o vídeo brega da Zizi no youtube, ufa!
E eu acho q vc vai curtir a música, pois combina perfeitamente com sua vida neste momento agora...so close to home. :)

Aliás, é a trilha sonora perfeita praqueles álbuns de fotos tão lindos q vc compartilhou no facebook.

E num fit de auto promoção, o meu post sobre a música da Zizi taqui.